I'm about to go out to dinner with my family. 
I really don't want to, because i don't want
to be tempted to eat anything.
My mom is taking me to get diet pill tomorrow.
I am hoping that will help also.
I know im not freakin humongousss or anything
but i just want to be skinnier..its a challenge and 
it makes me feel better about my self and its just something
to admire...i mean seriously..when you walk into a store if your big or ugly
your not going to recieve as much help as if you were skinny and/or beautiful